if you keep building these walls,
brick by brick the tower grows tall…
soon I won’t see you at all
til the concrete angel falls
uncertainty & insecurity.
quarter-life crisis: a period of life following the major changes of adolescence, usually ranging from the late teens to the early thirties, in which a person begins to feel doubtful about their own lives, brought on by the stress of becoming an adult. (source: wiki)
with everything going on around me as of late, i can’t help but have feelings of anxiety. no, i don’t know what i want to do and yes, i’m just chillin’. everything is moving too quickly and i can’t keep up. where did this last term go? i just finished my last term of undergrad ever, i’m moving out of waterloo and back home with my parents, and i am just NOT ready. i’m sure everyone has been through this stage - “it’s a normal part of growing up,” i tell myself.
i don’t want to feel the pressure from my parents, society, and everyone else moving on with their lives around me. i need time to figure it out but why do i feel like there is no time? why must everything be rush-rush-rush? finish school, get a job, establish your career?
usually i’m in control of my life but damn, life’s taking definitely taking me for a ride.
As a father I am always love you , be a good daughter ok Vickie ? I know you are thinking you are old enough but what ever you are you still be my kid . Please give me a call. Daddy
…and “so fucked up in the head that Magnum, P.I. couldn’t figure out what’s going on up there.”
while other minds lay dormant, mine comes alive.
eff, i can’t sleep…i have so many questions and ideas running through my mind.
- how can i learn more about entertainment law
- how can i exhibit my artwork in a gallery
- how can i beef up my resume
- i want to take singing lessons and learn how to use photoshop lol
i went on twitter just now and saw this tweet: “If you’re awake right now, maybe you want to be our overnight editor? Details here http://huff.to/G5yCz”
sounds like a job i would love to have…