if you keep building these walls,
brick by brick the tower grows tall…
soon I won’t see you at all
til the concrete angel falls
uncertainty & insecurity.
quarter-life crisis: a period of life following the major changes of adolescence, usually ranging from the late teens to the early thirties, in which a person begins to feel doubtful about their own lives, brought on by the stress of becoming an adult. (source: wiki)
with everything going on around me as of late, i can’t help but have feelings of anxiety. no, i don’t know what i want to do and yes, i’m just chillin’. everything is moving too quickly and i can’t keep up. where did this last term go? i just finished my last term of undergrad ever, i’m moving out of waterloo and back home with my parents, and i am just NOT ready. i’m sure everyone has been through this stage - “it’s a normal part of growing up,” i tell myself.
i don’t want to feel the pressure from my parents, society, and everyone else moving on with their lives around me. i need time to figure it out but why do i feel like there is no time? why must everything be rush-rush-rush? finish school, get a job, establish your career?
usually i’m in control of my life but damn, life’s taking definitely taking me for a ride.
As a father I am always love you , be a good daughter ok Vickie ? I know you are thinking you are old enough but what ever you are you still be my kid . Please give me a call. Daddy

peanut butter on toast & a cold class of milk
when warm, crunchy but chewy bread smothered with the smooth and sticky texture of peanut butter gets washed down by a gulp of cold milk and the remnants of this heaven gets stuck to the roof of my mouth…
love.
avicii - enough is enough (don’t give up on us)
01.23.12 ♥ 5The most intelligent and well rounded people are not doctors, lawyers, or business owners - they are con artists. With their vast knowledge of endless interests and creative tendencies to break the ritualistic means of succeeding in society, they are the most adventurous and ambitious people on…
…and “so fucked up in the head that Magnum, P.I. couldn’t figure out what’s going on up there.”
while other minds lay dormant, mine comes alive.
eff, i can’t sleep…i have so many questions and ideas running through my mind.
- how can i learn more about entertainment law
- how can i exhibit my artwork in a gallery
- how can i beef up my resume
- i want to take singing lessons and learn how to use photoshop lol
i went on twitter just now and saw this tweet: “If you’re awake right now, maybe you want to be our overnight editor? Details here http://huff.to/G5yCz”
sounds like a job i would love to have…
what is a feather?
- it represents the ability to move freely in life
- it symbolizes harmony - harmony with the world, animals, and spirit
- it embodies weightlessness - it has no limits
- it represents a soul’s journey - its dreams and aspirations
- it embodies charity, hope and faith
- it represents higher knowledge and enlightenment
a bird that has lost its feathers can no longer sail through the skies..


